The brink of insanity

You guessed it, the title says it all. I feel like a nutcase right now. This week is really going to get to me. I'm sick... have been very sick, but I can't pay attention to it to be honest. This week I really just have to keep on pressing forward, over and over again, for this is the week where I need to drive my fist into the ground. "I never said it would be easy, I only said it would be worth it." This seems to be the theme of my life right now. With the religious connotation now gone for me, it strictly just means that. Nothing but good hard work. *sigh*

I need to raise my marks.

I need to finish two research papers.

I need to pack, so we can move.

I need to do taxes.

I need to get physically better.

I need to get a job.

GAH! I've felt like such a bag all day. Lower tolerance for things like stupidity. My self-esteem has just been sinking lower and lower. Honestly, if it wasn't for my wonderfully fantastic man I think... well.. I don't want to think in those terms. My schedule until Friday looks something like:

work on research paper

study

pack

study

plan date

study

I did register for my classes though.. and I have the most amazing boyfriend EVER! Procrastination is evil and I just want all this stress to be DONE!

Goodnight all!